The stores are empty and Amazon has developed a sudden allergy against shipping to P.R. and Walmart charges more for shipping that the price of the item! :( and the prices for everything including food have skyrocketed!
Thank God a couple of days ago my daughter was able to get into Walmart early before work and they at least had left a go cart or rather a toy four track I think they are, it's small and age appropriate for Zeke, and just $59, and in the pharmacy a puzzle with large pieces for the great granddaughter. I am broke ass with all the medicines I've had to buy and sadly I can't buy anything for anybody this year.We have been in a cloud of Saharan Dust for the past two weeks and of course I'm on medicines and nebulizer therapy again. Even as I write this I am on the machine with an Albuterol and Ipratropium therapy.
The other day I slipped and fell in the living room and and landed on my back on my grandsons toy wagon, wow the back pain! Then my old, old dresser broke a leg while I was opening the drawer and it fell right on top of me, took a couple of pieces of skin off the top of my hands as I tried to hold it up so it wouldn't land on my legs, as well as plenty bruises. Yesterday I had to go to the pneumologist and the elevators weren't working, which happens a lot there. I had to walk up to the fourth floor with asthma! A bunch of older ladies who'd had to do the same were complaining their legs were trembling! My legs just about gave out on me, and last night and today the pain from my waist to my ankle is fierce. He's a great doctor but dayum...I actually asked him why he doesn't move from there to a first floor and lo and behold I saw something in his face, eyes, almost as it he's been thinking about it...he was looking at my record on the computer monitor so I only saw the side of his face but I saw something...but I believe he's under contract because it's a group of pneumologists and perhaps not able to yet...but contracts don't last forever!
So now there's an even more restrictive order in place with stores not being able to open on Sundays until January after Three Kings Day because the Covid cases have shot up dramatically. And so here we are, not many people have decorated, everyone seems to be a bit depressed and fearful of course with everything that's going on. But at least we have life and for those that have health or relative health, they/we are blessed.
Oh man I'm just so tired mentally as well as physically, everything is so difficult, it's worse than after Maria I swear!
Lord keep us safe, heal the sick and please end this horrible pandemic. In the name of The Father, The Son and The Holy Ghost, Amen and Amen.
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